When you are the unpayed intern you are at the bottom of the theatre food chain and the German theatre is a cruel cruel place. You are the easiest to blame when the stress is running high and something goes wrong. Even when it’s not your fault. Yesterday night, I got yelled at so hard, I burst into tears as soon as I was out of sight of the theatre. Apparently, I always act like I don’t give a fuck about the tasks I’m supposed to do and like I’m annoyed by everything. Let me repeat that: Me. Annoyed by theatre. You can imagine how shocked and speechless I was because I had no idea what was going on. Today, I will talk to that person to find out what it’s all about. But for now, I’m the intern who fucks everything up and doesn’t like working in the theatre.